MacLehose Trail Stage 2 + Sharp Peak

Finally got some hiking done for this holiday.

Got together with my friend today and took on Sharp Peak (蚺蛇尖).

We started along MacLehose Trail Stage 2 and took a detour up the peak. The elevation was 465m there. Going up was kinda hard, but down was tough. There were too many loose gravel and sand. We neglected to bring along walking sticks or gloves, which makes crawling down not quite a pleasant experience.

We then back tracked down to the trail and followed it. Some 6.5 hours later, we finished our trip.

It was a great workout, but I hope that I can still walk tomorrow without limping.

Another meaningful song

傲骨 - 譚詠麟

＊誰知我內心多苦悶　一切沒法如願
誰知我內心多苦悶　因我甚覺疲倦
但到底這鬥爭沒有完
想逼我改變　有誰會知我心內
有極強信念

＃從開始至今多考驗　使我步法常亂
從開始至今多考驗　手裡利劍常斷
話到底我了解好清楚
不肯趁風轉　有時我想去屈服
想起也心酸

＋不可以　重覆這怒叫聲
自信他朝一柱擎天
沒法屈膝在苦困前
討厭加討厭

重唱　＃,＋,＊

有誰會知我心內
有極強信念

Breakfast

I doubt you would see this anywhere else!

After a long night of battle against rioting protesters, the Hong Kong Police Force distributed BREAKFAST to the now peacefully sitting down protestors, the same ones who attacked them violently just hours ago.

Civilized, in deed.

Hong Kong Police Force

Definitely one of the most professional police forces in the world.

They respect peaceful protests. When protestors get violent, they practiced extreme restraint. They have the order of the whole city in mind. They never give protestors any reason to escalate their violence. Same could hardly be said about police forces around the world.

Today, after facing two and a half hours of riot against police (constant beating, smacking, throwing steel barriers at them, discharging fire extinguisher,etc.), Riot Police hadn't use any weapon stronger than pepper spray. Security Secretary even gave warning to all before the tear gas operation which follows half an hour later. The worse part is that not all police are armed with riot gear. They can only use their baton as self-defense. Moreover, today's violence followed a week full of protest and occasional violence. These constables have been on this restless alert stage all along, never knowing when protesters might start rioting.

Hong Kong Police Force, I appreciate your sacrifices and support your actions!

"Prioritizer"

Not procrastinator, yes-man or slacker.

That's what I taught for time-management today. Wierd way of presentation, but it's not up to me to change it anyway.

Ironic, a procrastinator telling people not to procrastinate. Hum...

Old great song

There You'll Be - Faith Hill

When I think backon these times and the dreams we left behind,
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get to have you in my life.
When I look back on these days,
I'll look and see your face.
You were right there for me.

In my dreams, I'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart, there always be a place for you for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me,
and everywhere I am, there you'll be,
and everywhere I am, there you'll be.

Well you showed me how it feels to feel the sky within my reach,
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me.
Your love made me make it through.
Oh, I owe so much to you!
You were right there for me.

In my dreams, I'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart, there always be a place for you for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me,
and everywhere I am there you'll be.

'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength,
and I want to thank you now for all the ways.
You were right there for me.
You were right there for me for always.

In my dreams, I'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart, there always be a place for you for all my life.
I'll keep a part of you with me,
and everywhere I am there you'll be,
and everywhere I am there you'll be.

There you'll be.

Murphy's Law

Anything that can go wrong will go wrong.

A few things did not work out lately, but I guess I already knew that they may happen.

2nd Teaching Class.

Noisy class, as expected. PowerPoint didn't work, not expected.
Students lost interest, inevitable.
Overall, at least some got the message. Not bad for a 2nd lesson.
Mentor no show.
Professor gave okay advice.

Zero Response

It felt like I was talking Hungarian or something. I had zero response from my students. Worst offenders: Form 3 (Grade 9). No wonder people of other countries critize our students for this.

I see why we need Education Reform. I also see why they need Liberal Studies, but with the atmosphere the way it is in my school, it's a long battle.

Old Wounds

were reopened today.

Not that I am still thinking about things that I shouldn't think about, but I recall some sad memories. Give it time, and it will finally heal.

It's what I need to do. It's the right thing to do.

I also did enjoy myself partly.

I treasure my friends. It's worth it.

District Scout Rally

Another 4 hour stand in the sun. I am the colour bearer for my group this year. Apparently, it's quite hard to march with a flag pole in your hand. Not only is it hard to march using only one arm, but you also have to start by swinging that arm back. If you are off pace, you can't skip to correct it either, since you can't balance yourself in air. Fortunately, that error only happened during practice. The actual parade went smooth. Lucky me.

Song

This song popped up in my head when I was walking home.
A very old song, but does carry some meaning that may be relevant.

黎明-情心說話未曾講

仍然在遠方 追我夢與想
繼續懷念你 卻又這麼漫長
從前未會想 感覺是雙方
你若燃亮我 我亦要懂得釋放

* 過去每日同路往 不懂珍惜那些境況
這晚我獨來獨往 卻是太後悔浪費共對時光

~ 你這剎那在何方 我有說話未曾講
如何能聯繫上 與你再相伴在旁
愛意要是沒回響 世界與我又何干
原來仍然是你 叫我永不斷自強 如晨光

# (情意比天更晴朗 無數遠景再同創)
遙遙同往 (願再去找更遼闊同行地方) 在途上

情路獨個闖 溫暖是妄想
每日來又往 也像隔一道牆
回頭又再想 心裏漸奔放
你若能會意 掛念已找到方向

Repeat * ~ ~ #

Red Heart

Your Heart Is Red

You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart. Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person! Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense What you bring to relationships: Honesty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Avenue of Stars

Land of the lovers and tourists. I am neither, then why was I there? Well, I was in TST today anyway, and I remember someone once said, "the view of the harbour makes it worth the trip here (HK), even though there are many things I hate about this city" or something like that. Today was not one of the better days I had, so I figure I should give it a try.

Surely, the view of the harbour was nice. There was a nice cool breeze too. I sat on the railing at the same spot I sat last time. Half an hour later, a couple started kissing beside me. Aww... sweet. Thinking that I should give them some privacy, I turn around to look for a place to sit. I realized that there were out of spots. Oh well. Another night, I thought, perhaps with the same companion I had last time. I left for dinner, yes, alone.

So, did I feel better? I don't really know. That made me feel better in a sense, but reminded me of something I miss. Oh well.

Bright and Early

Some of my friends in Aussie land are complaining having to go to school at 9:00a.m. Yes, they may have to get up two hours ahead or something. Let me tell you something. It's arrive at 7:30a.m. everyday for me!! Don't even think about leaving until 17:00. Sounds fun right?

1st day at school, 2 double classes to sit in, 2 classes of assignments to mark. That's 94 of them.

Met this gal from HKIED, music major, far less busy, but have to plan and teach 9 classes this week immediately, poor soul. At least, she's an alumnus to the school, know her drills.

I am so glad that this EMI school does uses English to teach, unlike our lovely university. The students' Chinglish were quite funny though. "Today see have not time." "Have time to die, no have time to sick"

Carpe Diem!

The following is a gentle reminder taken from the earlhaig50s website.

There is no beginning or end
Yesterday is history, Tomorrow a mystery
Today is a gift - That's why it's called the present.

Carpe Diem!

Seven Wonders

A group of students were asked to list what they thought were the present "Seven Wonders of the World." Though there were some disagreements, the following received the most votes:

1. Egypt's Great Pyramids
2. Taj Mahal
3. Grand Canyon
4. Panama Canal
5. Empire State Building
6. St. Peter's Basilica
7. China's Great Wall

While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student had not finished her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list.

The girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many."
The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help."
The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the 'Seven Wonders of the World are:

1. to see
2. to hear
3. to touch
4. to taste
5. to feel
6. to laugh
7. and to love."


The room was so quiet you could have heard a pin drop. The things we overlook as simple and ordinary and that we take for granted are truly wondrous! A gentle reminder - that the most precious things in life cannot be built by hand or bought by man.

"Each day comes bearing its own gifts. Untie the ribbons."


Carpe Diem!

Emptiness

Yes, that's how I have been feeling.

A friend used this term to describe her state, and that sounds exactly how I am feeling now.

This just popped up in my mind, "It's not matter of being half-empty or half-full, there is not much you can do with being empty." How depressing.

Something is bothering me.

It's not a good feeling.

Halloween!

All Hells break loose.

Haven't danced so much for a long time.

My favourite girls were there, yeah! Miss Birdy-Hat. Miss Fallen Angel and Miss Red Devil.

Mood Assassin had a little too much to drink, which probably is a good thing, since less mood would be assassinated, right?

The songs were great. Haven't been able to hear them in that volume for along time.

A little bit more interaction with my girls would have been better, but dancing is always great either way.

Okay my hair is dry. Sleep now.

Comments

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It's just that I do want to leave certain personal details of me out for privcy. My name is obviously not walekim, for example. I also think that saying thing similar to "Have you fallen out of the face of the Earth?" when I didn't post for a few days is a bit rude. Perhaps, that's not what the intention of the commenter, but I would prefer to leave that out for the other viewers as well. I hope you can understand that.
I can appreciate if you want privacy as well, but I would prefer that you leave your nickname if I do know you.

Sure Wind

That's the slogan on the pin Green Peace gave me after I visited their flagship "Rainbow Warrior" today. In a narrow sense, I support the idea of wind power in China. Sustainable power generation is great. However, I don't want Green Peace China to be to take radical action like their other counterparts though. If they do that, the government will stop listening. The way to get huge projects done in China is always through the government and they tend to be reasonable too.

Green Peace - Their beliefs are great. Their courage are admirable. Their actions are sometimes questionable.

The Single Purpose...

... of a toilet, is to flush out whatever's in it.

At least that's all I want to know about.

I came across some rather frustrated ones these days though.

Some seems to flush with a bladder that requires you to use extra effort flush. Now, a bit more effort could be for "environmental" or "efficiency" reasons. This, I don't mind. What frustrates me, however, is that they seem to dump half the water into the bowl without flushing anything out. When that happens, you would want to flush again, right? Nope, its bladder is leaking. Wait for the next fill up, please. What a waste!

The next kind is even more frustrating. Flush with our much effort. Lots of water dumping into the bowl in a straight stream from the side closest to you. Sounds great, but wait, the toliet papers are still flowing around! What happened to all that water? Gone, but the stuff you want to get rid off are still here. Flush again, right? Nope, you hear that dripping noise? That's your water supply. Takes, forever, by the way to refill, so have a seat.

You would think they would test their designs out before they produce them, right? I guess they don't care about the basic ones. Now that I think of it, the fancy ones do seem to flush without trouble. Give me a break! I don't need them to wash and blow dry my ass. At least make sure they do flush well.

US Size 11

or 11.5 or 12.
Apparently, not only that I can't dry my clothes, I also can't wear shoes.

There are 30 or so shoe stores at the Fa Yuen Street in Mong Kok. None of them have my size. By the way, there are basically a handful or so of companies that control all those stores. A shopkeeper told me that their company owns 13 of those store on that street, and if you pay attention, many of the stores have the same names.

I ended up going back to the largest corporate chain shoe store (outside that street) and asked them to ship the ones that I want to a store, so that I can compare and buy. As I have been walking a lot, my shoes are worn out too.

I thought I can put off buying until they are really worn, but now that they are, I couldn't find any. Damn it.

Tumble Dry Low

That's all I wanted, but apparently, it's hard to come by in Hong Kong. I had been putting off replacing my clothes until I arrived here. Yet, sadly, I couldn't find many to do so. What's worse is that they don't really use dryer papers here. The commerical washer/dryers here seems to be more distructive too.

My clothes are really worn now. I guess I couldn't put off shopping much longer.

Arrgh

I am so frustrated, and even have a bit of heartache.
Okay. I really need to sleep.

German Bierfest.

Had quite a lot of fun. Wanted more actually.
Looking forward to Halloween.

Mood Assassin

Interesting nickname. One that ruins the mood for others. Interestingly it belongs to an attention seeker. A little too much attention, perhaps.

Dead Poets Society

McAllister: Show me the heart unfettered by foolish dreams, and I'll show you a happy man.

Keating: But only in their dreams can man be truly free. 'Twas always thus, and always thus will be.

Psychology

is the theme of the week.

An "Exercise" worth 30% in that subject in a few days.

A discussion with the girl of my dreams, trying to understand her philosophy on the relationships aspect of it.

Another discussions with the rest of the class, critizing how bad that "exercise" is.

Flipping the book for the first time. Yep, that's how much I hate it.

死性不改

A while ago, I first heard "死性不改" by Boy'z. It touched me deeply, given the situation then. Today I came across the version featuring Twins. This gave me a totally different feel, a more positive one. I guess this is the magic of music.

死性不改

作曲：張佳添＠宇宙大爆炸 作詞：黃敬佩＠宇宙大爆炸
監製：周初晨＠ｕ'ｓ　ｍｕｓｉｃ

再見了"我的寵愛"! 誰願接受這種意外
你讚我天生可愛 不願看著我離開

同伴也話我傻 喜歡受挫
寧願情敵在傷我

人天生根本都不可以愛死身邊的一個
怎奈你最夠刺激我 凡事也治到倒我
幾多黑心的教唆 我亦捱得過
來煽風來點火 就擊倒我麼

誰戀愛就多障礙 死性我不想改
如我沒有你的愛 我沒法活得來
情人的存在 是我從來都志在
難在我拱手讓愛

我怕可一不可再 難道你被愛都有害
我確信天真不會錯 威力會移山填海

同伴也話我傻 喜歡受挫
寧願情敵再傷我

#人天生根本都不可以 愛死身邊的一個
怎奈你最夠刺激我 凡事也治到我
幾多黑心的教唆 我亦捱得過
來煽風來點火 就擊倒我麼

誰戀愛就多障礙 死性我不想改
如我沒有你的愛 我沒法活得來
情人的存在 是我從來都志在
難在我拱手讓愛

repeat#

I am... Chinese!

First ever National Day in Hong Kong for me.

Never had a chance to sit so close to view the fire works.

Thanks to my friend and her friend, I feel especially Chinese today.

I particularly like the 5 Star pattern ones. Fits the National Day theme.

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It's just that I do want to leave certain personal details of me out for privcy. My name is obviously not walekim, for example. I also think that saying thing similar to "Have you fallen out of the face of the Earth?" when I didn't post for a few days is a bit rude. Perhaps, that's not what the intention of the commenter, but I would prefer to leave that out for the other viewers as well. I hope you can understand that.
I can appreciate if you want privacy as well, but I would prefer that you leave your nickname if I do know you.

Watermelon Bowling

with a twist.

I saw an interesting game today.

People divide into groups. They are given a watermelon and was told to break it without tools and eat the red parts. After that, they have to rebuild the melon using only toothpicks and tapes. Finally, they use the melons or whatever part of them they can rebuild for bowling. The goal is to hit the pins in one piece and fall all of them.

It's just hilarious.

i scouter

Picked a troop. Joined. Wait and see. Kids seem fun for now.

Thank you, Zhou Hall

With 4.5 years in student residences, I thought I have seen it all. Now I know what's great programming.

Today is the last of the four halls to have spirits gatherings. After long series of fun activities, formal dinners and games, it's Zhou Hall's time to have fun in the plaza.

I missed out their actions, but, today, Zhou Hall let me feel their joy and energy.

Some 100 people learn and did group dances and cheers! Fun moves and cheers got them all sweaty, but energy level remained high late into the night. I can actually see that each and everyone of them wanted more, and this in only the fifth day in rez.

I kept an ear to ear smile all the time watching them.
"Hong Kong, city of life". True, very very true.

Scouts

I managed to meet a group of scouts today. It's a small group, less structured, but great close group. On the other hand, my previous group leader has been asking me to rejoin my old group. It's big, structured, but rather monotone.

What should I do? The small tight group has diversity and care, especially with girl scouts in their group. The large group has unity and traditions allowing me to slowly blend in with out paying much individual effort.

They have conflicting schedules, so I can't go to both.

Decisions, decisions, decisions, all over again.

T minus one day.

Starting school tomorrow. Last minute dashes for supplies. I guess i can say I already settled down enough. The day is a little more clear today. I just realize that I can actually see the HK island from here. Not bad.

Cousin's girlfriend

Met her in the last few days. Great gal. No wonder my cousin loves her dearly.

I am so happy for him, which leaves me with a great craving for one... hum...

St. Teresa's Church

I haven't been to this church for a long time.

The echos from the singing of over a thousand people just energized me. For some reason I felt that I want to cry. Perhaps it's like a thousand people telling me that I am not alone.

H.K.

16 hours later, I am no longer at "T."
H.K. is pretty much what I had expected. Even the little cold I got this morning was expected as well.

I managed to get up at 6am everyday now. Let's see how long this would last.

There are three things here I found interesting.

1) No pay phones. Get a cellphone, dude!
2) Somehow people managed not to be rude but efficient as the same time.
3) Banks have no line ups, take a number, have a seat!
4) You can do live without a driver's licence, but you are handicapped without an "Octopus" card.

More about this later.

57 hours to go

The farewell party was great.

A great turn out. I am going to miss them all.

less than a week

I am really starting to miss everyone.

A chat with special person flicked my emotional switch somehow, despite that fact that we were just talking about daily chores. I guess she really is that special.

There is another person that I am worrying about. I hope I will be able to reach her before I leave.

My "to do list" has gotten even longer. A little stressed at the moment.

Yes, stressed again. I think I should get rid of this "addiction" somehow.

2 weeks to go

and many things to do. I was busy the last time I moved, but this is ridiculous. Oh well. It's for the better, I guess.

Trying to squeeze different farewell gatherings into my no-much-free-nights schedule is just plain crazy.

I am gonna miss them all.

Things to do:
Studying... yes, still studying.
Sorting... through years of junks.
Planning... what I need over there.
Packing... yes, then repacking to fit the limit.
Hugging... my dear friends.

Hope I can manage them all.

A little faith...

9:30a.m. Morning call from the "manager".

Her investigation revealed that the "lady" was at fault and the stem of all troubles in my case. She apologize for all the problems.

May be they have a grunge against each other, but either way, it seems that they are not that bureaucratic after all. Perhaps, it's someone failing to wake up from her dreams.

Now that also sounds familiar.

You are rude

I received a document from the provincial government today, but something was wrong. After being told someone in the local office made a mistake, I called the local office. They asked me to go there to find out what's wrong because they couldn't tell me over the phone. Fine.

So I went there and ask them what happened. The "lady" asked me for another documentation instead. When I asked her why, she said, "Because I asked you." Then I said, "but you didn't tell me why am I even here." Then she continue to ask me for the other document. Then when I said, just tell me why and I will give it to you. Then when she lost it. She claim that I am rude when she is the one being confrontational. She said, "I am going to see the manager because obviously you have something to hide and you are rude."

Why does this sound familiar?

Turns out THEY don't know why I was there. Someone in their office flagged my file, but failed to explain why. So they had to keep digging to find fault of mine.

Even the manager started to be confrontational first, then weakened when she realized she couldn't intimidate me.

Being the bureaucratic heavens of workplaces, some government and school employees have reached a point where, they don't even bother to explain themselves. Even when their office made a mistake. Being in this country, where people only see themselves as individuals, they don't care if someone else in THEIR office made a mistake. It is always the "clients" who is making a fuss.

Pathetic!

Back to school

No way, in July? Well, I am in school, but I am talking about September. I just learnt that 2 of the 3 cousins I have from one side of my family are also going back to school with me in September. One is even going to the same one as mine. What a coincidence.

I guess it's true that we never learnt enough.

Congratulations, Lance!

Lance Armstrong, cancer survivor, has just won his 7th straight victory of Tour de France. A mere 18 months from his recovery from cancer, Lance won his first tour in 1999. The live strong campaign by his foundation has been a great success.

Cancer or not, the motto of that campaign should be followed by everyone.

Unity is strength. Knowledge is power. Attitude is everything.

Tick...tick...tick...

one month. ONE MONTH?!

That's how much time before I fly. There are still a few things that I wanted to do.

Time sure doesn't wait. I have already spent 3 months of spring/summer. This busy study life sure doesn't allow me to waste anytime.

Today was my cousin's wedding. She is surely in the greatest shape that I could remember. The serious training she had paid off. Of course, she also had the radiant glow of a bride. She was simply gorgeous.

Her father-in-law said it's a wake up call for her brothers-in-law who are still single, but that also raised a "yellow alert" in my mind. Surely, I am not going to raise a red alert anytime soon, seeing that she is the second of the six cousins I have to get married. Nevertheless, I bet grandma would not agree.

Oh well. Whatever will be, will be.

Comedians

Just got back from having a drink with some old buddies.

They really have some potential to be comedians.

At times like this where they are waiting for a career, comedians seems to be a viable alternative for them.

I haven't laughed so much for a while.

However, coming back to learn that two more of the ladies I care about are not feeling well just turned me way down. On top of another one yesterday, that makes three out of five. Hum...

Walked Across Rainbow

Rainbow Bridge that is.

I always wanted to try this. Most people in the world would rarely walk across an international border.

This time, I killed two birds with one stone. Not only did I walked across a border, I also visited the Niagara State Park, USA.

The USA Falls experience is different, you can be physically over the falls and watch the river rushing through in close distance. It's not as grand as the Canadian Falls, but it's quite worth the walk, to say the least.

It would have been nice had I went to Wasaga Beach as planned, but this wasn't bad either.

Ryerson Engineering

Another dilemma. What to do?

Just got offer from Ryerson Engineering.

After some 5 months of consideration, they finally offered me FIRST year. Not advanced standing, they said. It took them 5 months to tell me the admissions officer do not have the expertise to assess my transfer credits and that except for 3, I have to apply for all the courses that I think are equivalent AFTER I accept the offer.

Then what does Advanced Standing mean? So, if I have already have the degree I am applying for then I can take 3rd year? What use is there to be an Advanced Standing option if no one would assess transfer credits?

How am I suppose to decide when I don't know how long it would take for me to finish the degree?

What's worse? If I have ONE single course incomplete in first year, I have to finish it first before I can take any upper year course. Who's the wise guy that made this up?

Could this offer come at a worse time? Well yeah, like August.

Universities... Desperately need an attitude adjustment.
Then again, perhaps I am the one who needs that.

War against Raccoons

That's it, I now declare war against the raccoons (or whatever they are) in my attic!

Our yearly visitor must have appreciated our hospitality so much to return yearly.

They ripped their way in to my roof on Canada Day. Since then, they were enjoying their morning exercise before they sleep in the gym, a.k.a. the corning on top of my bedroom, at exactly 6am daily.

Mr. Pest Control came by yesterday and left them some air fresheners, a.k.a. stinky stuff. Today, they decide to potty train themselves at the access panel to the attic in my mom's closet. Yes, they pissed!

That's it. I had enough.

Operation Shock and Awe:

Mr. Pest Control came by today again and left a radio for their listening pleasure and a light for them to find their way at night. How nice of him.

Let's see when do they check out of our hotel.

Live Strong!

In the battle with cancer, unity is strength, knowledge is power and attitude is everything.

Ever wonder what those yellow wrist bands people are wearing are for?

It says "Live Strong" on each of them. It is slogan of the Lance Armstrong Foundation (LAF).

Founded in 1997 by cancer survivor and 6 consecutive time Tour de France champion cyclist, Lance Armstrong, the LAF provides the practical information and tools people living with cancer need to live strong.

Their mission is to inspire and empower people with cancer to live strong. They serve their mission through education, advocacy, public health and research programs.

Learn more and support them at www.livestrong.org

Those 5 people

Remember those 5 people I mentioned on June 5th?
Well, I got a chance to meet and hug 4 of them in the last two weeks.

It was great in a way, but then I also feel sad that I may not meet them for a long time as I leave in the next couple of months.

I guess humans are never satisfied with what they have.

Then again, I would get to see the last of the 5 in a little while. What I would feel, however, by then, is another mystery.

Hum...

Sportsmanship or lack thereof

The F1 Grand Prix hit disaster yesterday.

14 of the 20 cars that were suppose to compete in the Indianapolis race track withdrew from the race before it started.

Why? Michelin failed to supply them with tires safe enough to endure the fast 175mph turn 13 of the track, and even their back-up tires failed to do so. Ralf Schmacher crashed his Toyota F1 car during practice at that turn. This came after FIA, the sport's governing body, warned Michelin not to sacrifice safety in favour of performance just weeks earlier.

Michelin and the teams supplied by them proposed a chicane and was supported by all teams but Farrari. However, FIA would not allow such a change to the course because of fairness.

Michelin and the 7 teams that own those 14 cars apologized to everyone about the withdrawal, saying it was for safety, however, some were hinting that Farrari and FIA lacked sportsmanship.

I think those people were wrong. They were the ones who lacked sportsmanship. They could surely slow down because of their own shortcomings at that turn and continued to race. It would be to their disadvantage, but it would be fair. Then again, it would be risky to rely on the drivers to restrain themselves in a race. However, blaming other teams who would not change the race for their own mistake was shameful of them.

It's unfortunate that the race had to end this way, but at least, it's fair and it's safe. Yes, it may not be good from an entertainment perspective, but F1 is a sport first. The worries of those who think F1 is lost in USA may be rightly so though, since many Americans would fail to see through the surface.

Mr.and Mrs. Smith

Honesty sure is the best policy between couples.

I am not giving out anything, but if you plan to watch it, don't continue reading. I don't want to give you expectations.


Now, if you are sure you don't mind or you already watched it, here is what I think.


I liked Brad Pitt, and I liked Angelina Jolie. I had my doubts with how they would do if they work together, but I gave them a bit of faith. Then again, the fact the film was produced by the same people from Borune Identity had something to do with it.

Great movie. Great action, great comedy and most of all great acting.
Of course, it doesn't hurt to have great company watching it with me!

I liked the their marriage counsel parts.. Funny.

They stuck close to reality, where they should, and gave it a bit of slack where they could.

Go watch it!

Stupid kids?

For the longest time, I have been wondering why there are people holding stop signs like ping pong (a.k.a. table tennis) racquets at crossings near schools. Don't kids in this country know how to cross a road themselves? Schools have too much money to waste?

Moreover, those people are not just near elementary school. They are at secondary schools too! Now, that's weird.

As far as I know, crossing a road here is very easy compared to where I came from. Cars have to stop 90% of the time!

Are the kids in this country stupid or something? Surely, they seemed more naive than the ones I met before, but come on, high school teenagers?

FINALLY, today I know. Apparently, you can't legally charge a minor for negligence. Therefore, if a kid runs into a road and damage himself AND you car, you can't really sue him for your damages.

Obviously, the kid doesn't buy third party insurance for his stupidity. What do we do?

Make it so that you have yourself to blame. Give a guy a stop sign and have HIM in charge of those kids. If YOU fail to stop for that toy stop sign, you are screwed.

If the crossing guard fools around and the kid still runs out, the city is screwed. You sue the city, since the he, the city employee, is responsible for the actions of the kid in his area.

The wonderful world of law. Now I know why people are ranting about the lack of responsibility of people. It's nurtured since we were kids!

Finally!

Where am I?

For the last WEEK, I thought I was in an inland tropical forest. Stuffy and hot.

Where was that thunder storm in the forecast?

Finally got a much needed shower today.

I know I am going somewhere with this weather, but even there is not this bad for this long.

Then again, at least I don't get frostbitten from this.

Misinformed

Again, I was misinformed. Oh well.

Apparently one calendar year is same as one academic year.
I am finishing my programme next June, leaving me with two months to find a job.

Also, there is no way around the system, pay up!
I must take 2 more courses at least at Ryerson to get my certificate.

Finally, the exam formats of both my courses has changed since the previous announcements.

On the bright side, I finished two big projects!!
On top of my exams, another project will be assigned in a few hours though.

Tinkles down my spine

Love is a strange thing.

It's wonderful most of the time, but sometimes, it's like a drug with an addiction and lots of side effects.

I crave for love when my mind is not on track.

It gives me tinkles down my spine just to hear the voices of either of my previous lovers or even just imagining them.

Sometimes I wake up with tears in my eyes from a dream of my lovers and a sharp heartache afterwards. Wide awake in an instant. I guess I wouldn't need an alarm clock if I can master those dreams. Then again, that would probably kill me very soon.

Some serious side effects.

Never-the-less a miracle drug, indeed.

Old friends

I have got in touch with a few of my old friends lately.

It seems that some of them are doing well.

This brought mixed feelings.

All that I have seen lately for the job market has been really sad. The majority of my friends are doing poorly in the market. It feels great that some are doing well. It bring some hopes to my upcoming change of direction gamble.

However, this also makes me wonder if I could have made a different decision, since the conditions that I assumed and based on may not be so true after all.

I know I have the potential. I just am not sure which way to go.

One of those days

that I feel like I wanted some company.

I wanted to hang out and have a drink at a patio or backyard.

I like my parents, but I prefer friends or lover today.

Nice day out, not sunny, not hot and cool enough.

Felt like I could use a hug. There are five people that I really wanted to hug today.
Two of them are in the opposite side of Earth, one is busy with her mind, one is out of town and one has been avoiding me.

Looks like my luck is out.

I watched Courage Under Fire again tonight. It's quite a drama. I guess the emotional scenes got to me. I really missed those five.

3 meters

How far away from a fire hydrant should we park?
3 meters. How long is 3 meters? 10 feet.
How long is 10 feet? Quite long.
How do I know when it's far enough?
I estimate with my steps.

My estimate was off today.
$30 fine.

From now on, I will bring my measuring tape along.

Shortcut to "Jerkhood"

Wanna be a jerk? Here is a short cut. Ignore that little stick on your left and behind the steering wheel when you drive.

Today I drove down Bathurst St.(Two lanes each way, mid town road, and lots of traffic.) I reached a stop light and the jeep ahead of me stopped. Light turns green, nothing happened. May be he was dreaming, give him a break. A few seconds later, it rolled up a bit and stopped. Darn. Buddy, are you drunk? Honk. Finally, here comes the left turn signal. What does that mean? I, along with the whole line of cars behind me, have to stop for the whole duration of the green light because the lane beside us was busy.

What does it hurt to signal BEFORE he stop at those lights, so people can avoid lining up behind him? A little annoyance for the clicks the signal makes, I guess. Jerk #1.

Finally, next green comes along, and a red minivan turned out from the side street and ended up in front of me. A mere a few seconds later, it slowed to a halt. You guessed it, there is a road on the left. Another honk, this time, even better, nothing happened. No signal, and another busy side lane prevented me and the line of cars behind to change lanes. There were finally no more cars coming from the opposite direction, and well? Not moving. Another honk, finally, it started moving, snailing towards the left. What's going on? There is another car trying to back out of the driveway in the small road, the "lady" in the van, was "courteous" enough to wait for that car to come out. Why didn't she signal? She was on her cellphone! Her left hand was "busy", and they say women are better multi-taskers! Jerk #2.

Had enough of Bathurst. Back onto Hwy 401. Everything was well until I reached my exit at Dixie Road. There was a slow moving truck in lane to the left of me as I tried to exit. Woosh! That gigantic truck swerved into me when I was right beside its tail. I gave my 150% on the brakes, of course. From that sharp angle, I saw its front right signal flashing! Absolutely no rear signal, broken! He was smart enough to signal, I guess, but since I "ignored" him, he decided to bully his way over. Who cares if I ended up underneath him, right? Jerk #3.

Now you see how you gain "jerkhood" in a swift?

Perspectives

Finally feeling slightly better from the cold.
Thunder Storm warning. Figures.

Two ways to look at it.
1)Something gotta be wrong.
2)The weather gave me a break when I was sick.

Take your pick. I chose the latter.

La La Dreamland

My career seems to be off to a good start, with colleagues made up with old high school friends. Flashback. Prom night with my ex-girlfriend as my date, and we are dancing to a slow song. She leans on my chest.

Ring! A little old lady called. 7:58am!
Why am I suppose to know where my grandma is at 7:58am?!
What gives her the right to shatter my good dream at 7:58am?!
Why does she have to drag me into reality which my cold has just gotten worse?
Damn her. It hurts both mental and physically.
Back to sleep. Most likely, I won't return to that dream any more.

Surviving Urban Jungle

It's a jungle alright.

If you are a the reptile thingy from the Telus commercial, you know what colour you wanna be on the road at night, right?
Black, may be?
Well, you will get squashed. I would choose fluorescent yellow.

A few hours ago, I spotted an black man, on his bike, 5 car lengths in front of my car. Nothing special, right?

How about A black man, in black shirt, black pants, black shoes, on black bike with NO reflective badges, NO lights in my lane heading towards me in the WRONG side of the road, and I am the first car of a long line of cars all doing about 60km/h on a 4 lane main road with not much street light?

I have nothing against black people, or any other race for that matter. What beats me is why they seem to like to wear dark clothes? In this urban jungle, especially in cities, the lions are cars. Many of them are blind lions too. Idiotic drivers are every where.

Do yourself a favour, wear light clothes or even reflective ones. If you willing to die for fashion, then at least smile, would you? Everybody's teeth are white.

The Science of Flight Ticketing

Apparently, there are many options to go from one place to another by plane.

Take my trip for example:
Even if you are stuck with Economy class like me, you still have 8 companies you can fly with. Each of them fly through different countries and on different days of the week.

4 Different Price Ranges:
1)The ridiculously expensive "Standard" prices
2)The "I am smarter" expedia.ca or whatever prices
3)The "I am normal" travel agent arranged prices.
4)The "My... died" humanitarian prices.

3 Different Seasons:
No, not Spring, Summer, Fall! You forgot Winter and that's 4, not 3!
1)Low 2)Shoulder(not neck?) 3)High

3 Types of tickets:
1)The "I am not coming back" One Way
2)The "holiday!!" Return (1/2 year limit)
3)The "I don't wanna go home!" Return (1 year limit)

Say I am traveling on a particular day, I still have 238 combinations of the able!
Now since I wanna pay "Normal" price, I have to choose between some 12 agents that I know, so 2856 choose 1. Does this remind you of Finite Math?

Too Good Pond Revisited

Whoever came up with the name must had some imagination.

This pond made me remeber some really good memories.

I wished those who came with me before were here today.

Oh well, life goes on.

Don Trek

It's a nice day today.

Perfect day to start my annual series of trips along the Don River.

This time, the trek started at Edwards Garden and looped back at the board-walks near Queens Quay. I had plenty of company along the way. It seemed that people were keen in getting into the defrost mode in this early warmth.

This was a long trek for a recreational biker like myself, but with the "camel pak", courtesy of my dear friends, I was well hydrated.

With my planned departure from this beautiful place approaching, this trip was one of the many I have tried lately to enjoy the munificent healthy lifestyle of Canada.

May God bless this country.

Wounds and Lessons

There are times where a TV drama series is so well done that it touches our hearts. I watched "War and Beauty" in a marathon VCD run.

Had it not for my previous relationships, I guess I would not be so touched. It opened up some old wounds but taught me a few lessons.

I don't feel so good right now, but at least I gained something out of this.

Wasaga Beach!

Road trip for Mothers' Day.

Oh well, my parents seemed to enjoy it anyway.

So there we were at Collingwood, (grassy green)Blue Mountain and Wasaga Beach.

After passing the "Notawasaga River" we arrived at Wasaga Beach. Beach 5 -closed, 4 -same, 3 -OPEN! Yes!

What should I do? Take off my clothes and get tanned, right?

With my mom still clutching on her jacket, I didn't think so.

There I was in long sleeve shirt, while some young ladies sun-bathed in their thong bikinis. Weird.

There was some logic, I guess. Being a sunny day, the radiation was high enough to heat you up if your skin gets the rays. However, if you were covered like me, then all you get was the cool breeze.

Perhaps someone should try skiing in bikini someday. ;)

cold feet

I made a choice and I am about to commit on it.

Yet I am not sure how it would turn out, or whether it's the right choice.

Oh well, life goes on.

Sunshine, warmer temperatures. Finally!
Ironically, I think I may actually miss the cold!

The job that I hated before

I have made a decision.

I will try to do the job that I hated before when I was little.
I will study to be a teacher back where I came from.

Surprise! I bet many would say they never thought I would trying something like this. Then again, many would also say, "Well, I can see you doing it though." At least that's what I told myself.

I few things happened recently and I took a step back and took all of them as hints from God. It's a big change, but I think I will be fine.

At least I hope I will be fine.

A Sign

Perhaps I should take it as a sign.

What do I get for doing the proper job and even some above and beyond?
What about truly hardworking?
The ultimate penalty. Bull shit!

This came at a time where I am at cross-roads. It's a loss, for sure, but better know it now that later. Perhaps I have God for thank for. However, this series of disappointments in the last few years has already taken its toll. I don't know how much more I can take. It's training though, and I already feel the gain in some ways.

It never seize to amaze me of the amount of mindless arrogant people we have here. This is why this country is in debt.

What do we call screwing people up with no gain for oneself? EVIL!

Niece or Nephew?

I have been wondering if I would get a niece or a nephew.

My dear sister is expecting a child. Congratulations to her.

It just feels great. I am sure she feels even better.

I hope her child enjoys life, every minute of it.

Mission Completed

Star Trek: Enterprise

Ending after only four seasons.

One great show, if you ask me.

Great graphics and story.
Look at the details of each set and how each episode intertwine with others.

Great, talented actors/actresses.
For example, Jolene Blalock ("T'Pol"), do you know how hard it is to show expressions without actually smiling or crying? She managed to show the full range of expressions from happy to sad to mystified to even sexually aroused! It's hard to act as a Vulcan, a great one at least.

I guess there is a point where people just get bored with even the greatest shows.

Five series, is that all?

I want more!

Peace and Quiet

Sometimes I just want some peace and quiet for myself.

I guess I am the most to blame for my chaotic life.

I tend to think about too many things and try to keep too many options open.

At times, I even worried about problems of others.

Well, I love them, what's more to say?

Then again, on a day like today, I just want to take a deep breath and relax.

The weather was great, but I gotta work. Oh well!

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

A nice song.

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"- Green Day

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk alone,
I walk alone, I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone, I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

R.I.P.

Pope John Paul II, formerly Cardinal Karol Wojtyla, passed away on April 2nd, 21:37 Rome time.
He is by far the most respected person on Earth. No other person receives such global praise as the Pope.
He is the leader of my religion. He is the only Pope I know. I have seen nothing but the greatest things about him. He possess this great energy and drive towards peace efforts and reaching out. No other religious leaders have tried as hard.

It was a great privilege to be able to see the Pope in person in 2002. The most beautiful video I have seen is Pope John Paul II's meeting with Mother Theresa.
I will never forget them.

Rest In Peace, Great Father.

Letting go... moving on.

Upon trying to figure out my career choices, I find myself coming down to a single decision.
Shall I let go of what I tried for 5 years of my life?
It's it time to do so?
Will I be able to move on?
Will I feel like I missed out?

At the moment, it seems too hard to handle.
It's too bad that a deadline is fast approaching...

Fill my heart

According to a psychological theory, every one has some sort of needs that they need to fufil in order to be complete at heart. It like filling a jar with different kinds of marbles. One way or another, one needs to fill it up.

The needs varies between people and varies with time. However, there is only one outcome if the jar is not full.

Emptiness.

In the past, I used too much frustration to fill the gaps. I also spilled some marbles out. Now that I am not as stressed, I am left with space in my heart.

Any suggestions?

I care the most about ...

In the past couple of months, I spent some 12 hours in writing some 7 different evaluations to help me with my future choices. Some focused on interests, others on personalities, while the remaining focused on self-understanding.

While those strange and off-topic questions seems as useful as asking a goat for directions to England, they proved to be quite accurate in defining my personality.

Most surprising, however, is that one sheet of 30 "finish the sentences" evaluation. A few circles around the question numbers by the counselor showed how my impulsive answers to them pin point my priorities and causes of discomfort.

The process of self-understanding is long for most people. I am glad that I have just taken a large step ahead today.

How long should job applications be?

One year, apparently. There is a couple of jobs that I am considering that apparently needs one year to complete the application process! So much for efficiency.

Keep it to myself

There are times I really think I shouldn't write what I think on this blog. Tonight is one of those. Things may happen soon, I can only keep my fingers crossed.

Storm

Well, it's storm alright.

Snow storm. I dug so much today.

At least it's not cold.

My 6th sense probably needs a tune up.

Night before Storm

Something is bothering me.
I don't know what it is, but it feels like the night before storm. It's such an uneasy feeling. Hum...

Tech in Me

Recently, while exploring my career options, I realize that I have an edge in a few areas. Technical, computer and managerial / administration. I started to deviated from my previously "mainly technical with managerial on the side" mind to explore other options. Some even totally eliminating technical.

After spending some time with tools in installing a part on a car and troubleshooting the problematic fluorescent lamp, I reminded myself how much I like technical things.

Which begs the question: How much more time and effort am I willing to spend to finish my technical education? and how?

Hum... tough decision.

Great Discussions

My dear sis came back from her trip recently.

I liked our day out. Great discussions with her, as usual.

I guess I am the kind of person who see things better through discussions. I can't say that I have new breakthroughs in my couple of issues at hand, but at least I untangle my knots a bit.

Anyhow, as always, I appreciate her company and hope that we can spend more time with each other.

I am also glad to see her happy with her boyfriend. She glows with joy when they are together. Makes me miss my ex even more, but I guess there is no hope for romance, she seems firm. Therefore, I must settle with our friendship. At least we still are friend, I hope.

Be my Valentine

Valentines day is fast approaching.
This is a poem I wrote with my limited abilities.
There is something special about it. I bet she can figure it out.

My days alone have been in blues.
I wish God had given me some clues.
Caring words are heard daily in tunes.
Hum, I don't want to be by myself in June,
Ending up staring at the crisp blue moon.
Let's give ourselves another chance.
Let's reunite and enjoy a quiet dance.
Every date that I plan,
Kisses, hugs, again and again.
A dream without you should be banned.
I love you, my dear, hope you understand.

Different New Year's Day

Happy New Year! It has been years since I am able to be home before and during New Year's Day. It's a nice change to be with family. However, this year, family gathering for me only involves my parents and grandma.

I would rather share it with certain members of family, but I am not complaining.

On the other hand, my single and sort of lonely days are dreadful at times. I was hoping that I could mend my ties with my love, but she seems firm.

Oh well, just like the people say, for this new year, I would be positive, work hard and hope for the best!

Fog with depository ice

What the hack is that? I have never experience it until yesterday.
It was at night when I returned home after work and overtime. The light in front of my house was shining on the fog that was in the air. Then suddenly I saw little shiny particles dancing in the air.
Wow it looked so nice. Just like one of those snow globes with silver and glittering snow...

I wish I could have been sitting in a park with my love, it would have been so nice. The temperature was great too, some 3 degrees C, so we could have stayed out for a while.

Horizontal Curve

That's the way I think now. Not thinking straight at all.
Why? 'cause I was trying to figure out how to draw one using straight lines and angle measurements only. Fun eh?
It's a lot easier using surveying equipment, I guess, but on paper? No fun!

I added a picture today. Hope you like it!

Congratulations, Mrs. Sister!

My dear little sister is getting married today. I wish her life continues to have joy and hope. May God be with her.
I would also like thank my other sister, who went to her wedding on my behalf. I really wish I can be there to share the joy, but life has to go on even when things don't turn out as I wished.

Too Sweet Dreams

For the last couple of nights, I have had the same dream featuring my recently separated better half and me in a garden oasis setting.
Right, garden oasis. It's a dream, so bare with me.
Details are strange but enjoyable, yet there is no point mentioning them.
Let me just say that they were nice, relaxing and warm.
Yes, warm. So why too sweet?
Well, the reality is that is has been freezing here and, just like I said, my better half has recently separated from me!
No matter how much I want to be with her, those were not real! I can't change the weather either, can I?

Weather

I have a theory. I think my emotion directly proportional to weather.
It has been an emotional week for me, and the weather has been bad.
It's snowing again today. I hope we see some nicer days soon.

It's been too long

since I have had some quality time with someone I really want to spend more with.
Today is a special day. I really want to celebrate it with her.

Great Sister

Just when I needed someone to talk to, my dear sister sensed it without seeing me for 3 weeks. She called me from overseas.

Thank God for blessing me with such a great sister. =)

I Screwed Up

Yes, big time. I hurt m_whiz, the one and only I love. It wasn't intentional.
I feel so bad. Really bad. I am so sorry.
Anyway, I don't want to say much. No mood.
Hope your relationships are better.

Pre-occupied

These days, I have been caring less and less about stuff. Besides the fact that things have stabilized a little in my life lately, I have been pre-occupied with my better half. She is constantly in my mind. I miss her so much. Perhaps she just needs time, but a massage should help ease her stresses too. I want to help her out on the other aspects of her life, but I don't know where to start. Hum...Headache.

What to do?

Have you ever hesitate to do things?
Yes, me too.
However, would you not try to improve something because you are afraid of losing what you try to improve? What if I tell you that if you do not try, things may never be the same?
Tricky, right?
I have some suggestions: Have faith. Give it what it's worth. Follow your heart.

Thinking too much

My junior high school teacher once commented that I thought too much.

He was right.

I am constantly filled with random thoughts, some of which ends up here.
They may just be harmless day dreaming, but sometimes they are my self-evaluations, second guesses and destructive worrying.

Normally, this would only lead to my own improvement, entertainment and let downs.
However, today, I confirmed my worry that my thoughts also hurt others, especially my loved ones.

I feel so bad. I wish I can undo the damage.

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind was a great movie.
Not only was it great to watch, it presents an idea of taking ex-lovers off our minds.

It may not be such a bad thing, considering the advantage of avoiding hurting who I love the most now. Of course, it's still fiction for now, but I wonder if I can do the same.

To let the thought about a previous relationship undermine my current one is a really stupid mistake, and I feel so bad about it.

What appeared to be harmless curiosity and care about a close friend to me, apparently stirred doubts, even after it had passed my mind.

Fingers Crossed

I made my choice. A flexible one, I may add.
I am keeping my fingers crossed.
Wish me luck.
I wish I can keep my fingers crossed with someone else too.
Let's see when that happens. I hope soon. ;)

Cross-Roads

I have less than 36 hours to decided what to do in the next few months and years.
Too many options, each have pros and cons. Arrrrgg. I need more time.

Imaginary Friends

Because of my secret project today, I had dinner and a drink with my imaginary friends. Things didn't turn out as I wished.
Everything seems to be not running smoothly today.
In total, I waited for 6 hours out of 24 today.
Nevertheless, I got a few important things done.
I guess I can't expect too much.

Best Interests

I am thankful that someone has my best interests in mind. It was a good reminder to stand back and re-examine my choices. I may have strayed away from what I originally intended to do.

Speaking of best interests, when I heard my ex is about to get married, I had contradicting feelings. In a way, I am sad because I will never know if the future groom could have been me, had I make decisions differently. I am also worried if she has made a good choice, and if he is treating her as well as I did. On the other hand, I am telling myself that I should have her best interests in mind and support her and be happy for her. She should be wise enough to make a good choice.

Most importanty, had I decided differently, I probably missed my lovely current girlfriend.

Stress Relief Balls

They have helped me a lot through the years, but there are always things that they can't help much.
I am about to make a hole in the wall with the soft bean bag.

Why, oh why, do things almost always screws up after been so good for a while?
"Tough Luck," they say. Yeah, I totally agree. When does it ever end though?!

When will employers ever realize that they can have happier and more productive employees by being simply reasonable? You can try to see if someone is free and ask her to do unscheduled work, but never demand anyone to work with only 10 hours' notice. If someone calls in sick and other are not available, then they would have to do without him/her, or the manager should cover him/her. That's why managers get more pay. Be reasonable!

Okay, enough ranting. If I go any further, I will start swearing.

Hope your lives are going better.

Series of Best

I have experienced a series of Bests.
Best Christmas Ever.
Best New Year's Eve Ever.
Best New Year's Day Ever.
Best Week Ever.
and even Best Touches Ever.

Although other aspects of my life are not exactly thrilling, I hope this series leads the way for other great events. Last year was dismal, so I hope this year can provide some balance to it.

Happy New Year!
Hope your year will be great!