Upon trying to figure out my career choices, I find myself coming down to a single decision.
Shall I let go of what I tried for 5 years of my life?
It's it time to do so?
Will I be able to move on?
Will I feel like I missed out?
At the moment, it seems too hard to handle.
It's too bad that a deadline is fast approaching...
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Fill my heart
According to a psychological theory, every one has some sort of needs that they need to fufil in order to be complete at heart. It like filling a jar with different kinds of marbles. One way or another, one needs to fill it up.
The needs varies between people and varies with time. However, there is only one outcome if the jar is not full.
Emptiness.
In the past, I used too much frustration to fill the gaps. I also spilled some marbles out. Now that I am not as stressed, I am left with space in my heart.
Any suggestions?
The needs varies between people and varies with time. However, there is only one outcome if the jar is not full.
Emptiness.
In the past, I used too much frustration to fill the gaps. I also spilled some marbles out. Now that I am not as stressed, I am left with space in my heart.
Any suggestions?
Thursday, March 10, 2005
I care the most about ...
In the past couple of months, I spent some 12 hours in writing some 7 different evaluations to help me with my future choices. Some focused on interests, others on personalities, while the remaining focused on self-understanding.
While those strange and off-topic questions seems as useful as asking a goat for directions to England, they proved to be quite accurate in defining my personality.
Most surprising, however, is that one sheet of 30 "finish the sentences" evaluation. A few circles around the question numbers by the counselor showed how my impulsive answers to them pin point my priorities and causes of discomfort.
The process of self-understanding is long for most people. I am glad that I have just taken a large step ahead today.
While those strange and off-topic questions seems as useful as asking a goat for directions to England, they proved to be quite accurate in defining my personality.
Most surprising, however, is that one sheet of 30 "finish the sentences" evaluation. A few circles around the question numbers by the counselor showed how my impulsive answers to them pin point my priorities and causes of discomfort.
The process of self-understanding is long for most people. I am glad that I have just taken a large step ahead today.
Sunday, March 06, 2005
How long should job applications be?
One year, apparently. There is a couple of jobs that I am considering that apparently needs one year to complete the application process! So much for efficiency.
Friday, March 04, 2005
Keep it to myself
There are times I really think I shouldn't write what I think on this blog. Tonight is one of those. Things may happen soon, I can only keep my fingers crossed.
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