A Sign

Perhaps I should take it as a sign.

What do I get for doing the proper job and even some above and beyond?
What about truly hardworking?
The ultimate penalty. Bull shit!

This came at a time where I am at cross-roads. It's a loss, for sure, but better know it now that later. Perhaps I have God for thank for. However, this series of disappointments in the last few years has already taken its toll. I don't know how much more I can take. It's training though, and I already feel the gain in some ways.

It never seize to amaze me of the amount of mindless arrogant people we have here. This is why this country is in debt.

What do we call screwing people up with no gain for oneself? EVIL!

Niece or Nephew?

I have been wondering if I would get a niece or a nephew.

My dear sister is expecting a child. Congratulations to her.

It just feels great. I am sure she feels even better.

I hope her child enjoys life, every minute of it.

Mission Completed

Star Trek: Enterprise

Ending after only four seasons.

One great show, if you ask me.

Great graphics and story.
Look at the details of each set and how each episode intertwine with others.

Great, talented actors/actresses.
For example, Jolene Blalock ("T'Pol"), do you know how hard it is to show expressions without actually smiling or crying? She managed to show the full range of expressions from happy to sad to mystified to even sexually aroused! It's hard to act as a Vulcan, a great one at least.

I guess there is a point where people just get bored with even the greatest shows.

Five series, is that all?

I want more!

Peace and Quiet

Sometimes I just want some peace and quiet for myself.

I guess I am the most to blame for my chaotic life.

I tend to think about too many things and try to keep too many options open.

At times, I even worried about problems of others.

Well, I love them, what's more to say?

Then again, on a day like today, I just want to take a deep breath and relax.

The weather was great, but I gotta work. Oh well!

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

A nice song.

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"- Green Day

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk alone,
I walk alone, I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone, I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

R.I.P.

Pope John Paul II, formerly Cardinal Karol Wojtyla, passed away on April 2nd, 21:37 Rome time.
He is by far the most respected person on Earth. No other person receives such global praise as the Pope.
He is the leader of my religion. He is the only Pope I know. I have seen nothing but the greatest things about him. He possess this great energy and drive towards peace efforts and reaching out. No other religious leaders have tried as hard.

It was a great privilege to be able to see the Pope in person in 2002. The most beautiful video I have seen is Pope John Paul II's meeting with Mother Theresa.
I will never forget them.

Rest In Peace, Great Father.